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If I were dead, I wouldn't be able to see.
If I were dead, I wouldn't be able to feel.
If I were dead, he'd never raise his hand to me again.
If I were dead, his words wouldn't cut as deep as they do.
If I were dead, I'd be beautiful and I wouldn't be so...ugly.
I'm not dead...but I wish I was.

*This is a dark YA/NA stand-alone, full-length novel. Contains violence.

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Ugly by Margaret McHeyzer

Wow! This was an incredibly intense read for me and one that I was not entirely prepared for.

McHeyzer brings forth a very sensitive topic in this book that I haven't really read about in-depth before and for that reason, it was at times, a difficult read. There were so many times that I just wanted to shake Lily in this book! I wanted her to to see the light, for her to recognize her own worth, and frankly, to grow a pair but she had to get there in her own way. I daresay, much like real-life, outsiders can see the situation much clearer and more objectively than those involved. I think the author did a brilliant job with this book. I think she treated the topic with respect and did it a great justice.

The book may have triggers for some, otherwise highly recommend.

*arc received in exchange for honest review.

**Reviewed by Melinda for Jo&IsaLoveBooks Blog

A must read

Amazing, hard to put down powerful novel that shows us that been broken is not a life sentence. Thank you to Margaret McHeyzer for story that can change a life. Lily certainly changed mine.


Another fantastic novel by Margaret. From heartbreaking to heartwarming. Beautifully written! Loved it !

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  • $6.99
  • Available on iPhone, iPad, iPod touch, and Mac.
  • Category: Fiction
  • Published: 26 October 2015
  • Publisher: Margaret McHeyzer
  • Seller: Smashwords, Inc.
  • Print Length: 537 Pages
  • Language: English
  • Requirements: To view this book, you must have an iOS device with iBooks 1.3.1 or later and iOS 4.3.3 or later, or a Mac with iBooks 1.0 or later and OS X 10.9 or later.

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