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Emily just wanted a normal life: a boyfriend, college, two parents who loved her. Instead, her dad disappeared when she was fourteen and her life at college is anything but ordinary.

When you can manipulate matter like putty and you have no idea why, how do you pretend to be like everyone else? What happens when you meet a guy who has the same powers? Do you trust him to help you find the answers you need?

Emily desperately wants to believe that Jax can help, but the stakes grow higher than she’d ever expected: someone is after them and they’re not afraid to use violence to get what they want.

14+ for brief violence and adult situations

Customer Reviews


This book was amazing! Great read, finished it in one day. Really hope the author writes a sequel. I want to know more about the characters. Great book!!!

Do you pretend to be like everyone else?

I thoroughly enjoyed reading this book. Em and Jax were great characters and worth being interested in. Right from the beginning the story had a nice, fast pace that kept me wanting to read. I actually picked up the book yesterday and wouldn't put it down today till I was done! The characters were worth knowing and wanting to know what was going to happen to them was like a sweet drug :-) Or skipping a meal or two.

Some of my favorite lines:
"The world was supposed to have cheap, ugly rooms, it was a fact of life." - Emily Weaver Disintegrate
"Basically, I threw air at them and it went boom." - Jax Disintegrate

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  • $4.99
  • Available on iPhone, iPad, iPod touch, and Mac.
  • Category: Romance
  • Published: Apr 19, 2013
  • Publisher: Evernight Teen
  • Seller: Smashwords, Inc.
  • Print Length: 206 Pages
  • Language: English
  • Requirements: This book can only be viewed on an iOS device with Apple Books on iOS 12 or later, iBooks 1.3.1 or later and iOS 4.3.3 or later, or a Mac with iBooks 1.0 or later and OS X 10.9 or later.

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