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The Original Reality Book Series

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Saying “No” just got infinitely harder.
It’s been three years since my last breakup, and it was a doozy. I don't want to embarrass myself, but I’ll be honest. I was stupid. And blind. I suffered a nervous breakdown and thus reset my standards for perfection. I can’t afford to make the same mistake again. 

Enter Reuben. I like him. He likes me. He has stalker tendencies. Strike one. By his own admission, he’s a player of women. Strike two. Plus, I’ve seen his jealous side. That’s three strikes, but I can’t. Stop. Myself. When his broken soul whispers to my broken heart, a new language is born.
This Netflix-and-chill era is made for guys like Reuben. Hired to investigate Neesa, he stumbles upon an unpicked flower in a city full of them, and he’s relished more than his fill. All of them empty encounters that left him jonesing for his next fix. 

Not with Neesa. The more she resists his charms, the more he fights to earn her love. But he’ll have to confess a secret first. One with consequences dire enough to shatter his world. And hers.

This is a sexy contemporary romance with suspenseful elements featuring a bad boy alpha and a multi-cultural independent woman. A tale of opposites attract with a heavy dose of reality. You’re looking at the first reality book series. We call the heroes in our favorite romances "book boyfriends" for a reason; we want to be in the heroine's shoes. Dina Haynes has created a new kind of novel that makes you the star of a fictional story, with the hero of your dreams. Neesa is the first. Will you be next? Buy this book now and sign up inside at

“When Neesa Longfellow, a former actress turned real estate professional, hooks up with Reuben Murray, the PI who's investigating her for a client, the sparks fly fast and furiously. Both Neesa and Ben have a history of bad relationships, and neither is quite ready to open up to the other. A devious and dangerous troublemaker threatens to come between the two, and readers will find themselves pulling for love to win in this high-heat romance that’s brimming with fresh, compelling characters.” Angela M., Line Editor, Red Adept Editing

“Loved it! Neesa and Ben have amazing chemistry which makes for some steamy scenes, which paired nicely with the intriguing storyline that kept me guessing what would happen next. This was my first Dina Haynes book, but it won’t be my last!” ~ Deanna, Indie Wish List

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  • Category: Contemporary
  • Published: Jan 25, 2018
  • Publisher: Dina Haynes
  • Seller: Dina Porter
  • Print Length: 338 Pages
  • Language: English
  • Requirements: To view this book, you must have an iOS device with iBooks 1.5 or later and iOS 4.3.3 or later, or a Mac with iBooks 1.0 or later and OS X 10.9 or later.

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