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Experience firsthand the drugs, the sex, the sadness, the hope, the dream, the despair, the speed, the stage, the downfall, the glory, the destruction, the lust, the angst, the love, the vision, the fame, the loss, the hunger, the death, the poetry, the void, the passion, the end, the falling apart, the everything so real you don’t know where Hayley ends and you start.

Customer Reviews

Almost unbearably intense and amazing!

This book grabs you by the [fill in your own body part] and doesn't let you go til the amazing ending! A beautifully wrought tale of sister-brother love, sex, drugs, rock n roll and lots more besides. Incredibly authentic feel to descriptions of Hollywood, the seamier sides of LA, the searing emptiness of places people escape from (or try) to aim for dreams in Tinseltown. This writer is insanely gifted. The book is sprinkled with drawings and hand scrawled poetry that adds immeasurably to the reading experience. Hayley is one unforgettable heroine!


This book is a poetic roller coaster that is fast, sexy, and full of suspense. There are so many twists and turns. I love the writing style, the pace, beauty, and darkness. I read it in two days.

One of my newest favorite books

I have read this book multiple times now, and it is amazing. I am in love with the wild ride that the writer Kate Crash takes us readers on throughout the entire book. Not to mention her writing style is very unique and enjoyable to read. The feelings in this book, to me, are so very universal.. Love, Hate, Light, Darkness, the good and the bad in people. I hope this book gets the recognition and attention it deserves and that Kate Crash goes on to write more incredible books such as this one. I am very happy to have purchased this book, well worth owning. You’ll want to read it again and again, it is one of those stories that you catch and learn new things every time you revisit it. Thank you Ms. Crash you are awesome! Do more!!

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  • $4.99
  • Available on iPhone, iPad, iPod touch, and Mac.
  • Category: Contemporary
  • Published: Aug 26, 2013
  • Publisher: BookBaby
  • Seller: BookBaby
  • Print Length: 208 Pages
  • Language: English
  • Requirements: This book can only be viewed on an iOS device with Apple Books on iOS 12 or later, iBooks 1.3.1 or later and iOS 4.3.3 or later, or a Mac with iBooks 1.0 or later and OS X 10.9 or later.

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