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With My Eyes Wide Open

Miracles and Mistakes on My Way Back to KoRn

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He left KoRn to help himself. He went back to help others. And along the way, he nearly lost everything.

A life-changing spiritual awakening freed Brian “Head” Welch from a stranglehold of drugs and alcohol and prompted him to leave the highly successful nu-metal band KoRn in 2005. What followed was a decade-long trial by fire, from the perils of fathering a teen lost in depression and self-mutilation to the harsh realities of playing solo and surviving the shattering betrayal of a trusted friend. In this intensely inspiring redemption saga, perhaps most inspiring is Brian’s radical decision to rejoin KoRn and reconcile with the tribe of people he once considered family in the metal music scene.

Brian returned to his musical roots with a clear head and a devoted heart. Though his story is wild, hilarious, and deeply poignant, the message is simple: God will love you into the freedom of being yourself, as long as you keep the relationship going and never, ever quit.

Customer Reviews

Brian is cool

I read your other book and thought it was awesome! can’t wait to read the new one!

What a great read

Wow this is a really good book. The wealth, the addictions, loosing it all, family struggles, to back on top of the world and never giving up on faith and just never giving in too being conquered by the hard reality of life. Anyone struggling with life and hard times, give this a read.

I couldn't put it down!

I was lucky to be able to get an early copy of this. It is amazing all the things Brian and Jennea went through and still his faith is unwavering to this day. I highly recommend this book and hope that it helps someone who might be struggling and help them persevere.

With My Eyes Wide Open
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  • $6.99
  • Available on iPhone, iPad, iPod touch, and Mac.
  • Category: Biographies & Memoirs
  • Published: May 17, 2016
  • Publisher: Thomas Nelson
  • Seller: HarperCollins
  • Print Length: 240 Pages
  • Language: English
  • Requirements: To view this book, you must have an iOS device with iBooks 1.5 or later and iOS 4.3.3 or later, or a Mac with iBooks 1.0 or later and OS X 10.9 or later.

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