A Memoir of Love, Loss, and the Musical Rent
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Anthony Rapp captures the passion and grit unique to the theatre world as he recounts his life-changing experience in the original cast of the Pulitzer Prize-winning musical Rent.
Anthony had a special feeling about Jonathan Larson's rock musical from his first audition, so he was thrilled when he landed a starring role as the filmmaker Mark Cohen. With his mom's cancer in remission and a reason to quit his newly acquired job at Starbucks, his life was looking up.
When Rent opened to thunderous acclaim off Broadway, Rapp and his fellow cast members knew that something truly extraordinary had taken shape. But even as friends and family were celebrating the show's success, they were also mourning Jonathan Larson's sudden death from an aortic aneurysm. By the time Rent made its triumphant jump to Broadway, Larson had posthumously won the 1996 Pulitzer Prize. When Anthony's mom began to lose her battle with cancer, he struggled to balance the demands of life in the theatre with his responsibility to his family. Here, Anthony recounts the show's magnificent success and his overwhelming loss. He also shares his first experiences discovering his sexuality, the tension it created with his mother, and his struggle into adulthood to gain her acceptance.
Variously marked by fledgling love and devastating loss, piercing frustration and powerful enlightenment, Without You charts the course of Rapp's exhilarating journey with the cast and crew of Rent as well as the intimacies of his personal life behind the curtain.
From Publishers Weekly
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Anthony Rapp is probably most famous for his role of Mark in Rent and here is a book that tells Rent fans a bit about the life of their favorite film maker and what it was like putting the show together. Anthony is such a great writer, he actually makes you feel all the excitement, grief, and happiness that he felt through out the events in the book. This is a must read for any Anthony Rapp or Rent fan!
Absolutely loved this book!!!
I remember the first time I saw rent. Anthony was not there that night and I realize now that he was probably in the midst of the aftermath of his mom's death. I love the show so much, and what it represented in my life, but I never thought too much about the actors playing the roles and what might have been going on backstage, besides the budding romance of Idina and Taye.
For anyone who has ever seen the show or saw the movie, this book is a must read.
Thank you for sharing your story with us and I only wish I read it earlier.