Borderline Idealist – BPD & Introvert Life
By AJ the INFP
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Description
**New episodes Sunday** My name is AJ and I'm an INFP personality type with Borderline personality disorder (BPD), and a gay black man. I'm use to staying in the background, as a loyal introvert and quiet observer. Together with my husband Cris the INFJ, we speak out because introverts and those with mental health issues deserve to be understood and I believe everyone has a unique and powerful experience! Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support
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CleanEpisode 25: After The Show! | An after the show special of our conversation about mental hospitals. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 2/16/2019 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 25 - Mental Hospitals & Programs | We join Carmella Young and share experiences from mental hospitals and wellness programs that help us deal with the stress of life when it seems like it's too much to handle alone. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 2/16/2019 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 24 - BPD Relationship: The Big Move | All about moving somewhere new as someone with BPD and having a super-neat husband. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 2/10/2019 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 23 - Truth About Medication | When dealing with depression and anxiety, medication is a possible tool on your journey to helping you cope. We talk about side effects and also the dangers of self-medication. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 2/3/2019 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 22 - Crippling Depression | Sometimes depression can be so severe it leaves you down and out. We explain what it feels like, steps you can take to feel better, and how family and friends can help. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 1/27/2019 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 21 - Leaving Home with BPD | When you're out with others that don't know you have a condition or much about it, how can you let them know and keep your anxiety under control? Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 1/20/2019 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 20 - Introvert Birthdays | How introverts spend their birthdays! Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 1/13/2019 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBorderline Idealist - Episode 19 - New Year & Christmas Anxiety | New Year & Christmas Anxiety Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 1/6/2019 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Jan. 01 - Series Finale: Happy New Year! | Happy New year! Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 1/1/2019 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 31 - New Year's Eve | Love Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/31/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 30 - Youtube | Depression is going down! Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/30/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 29 - Humor | Humor cures depression! Hahaha! Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/29/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 28 - Nexflix | Movies are better than depression! Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/28/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 27 - Website | Better than depression Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/27/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 26 - XBOX | #depression Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/26/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec.25 - Christmas | Merry Christmas! Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/25/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 24 - Christmas Eve | Happy Christmas Eve! Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/24/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBorderline Idealist - Episode 18 - HAPPY HOLIDAYS & HAPPY NEW YEAR & BPD! | Happy Holidays! Episode 18 Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/23/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 23 - Glasses | #depression Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/23/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 22 - Shelter | #depression Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/22/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 21 - Cooking | #depression Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/21/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 20 - Photos | Fight depression with photos! Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/20/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 19 - Clothing | Better than depression Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/19/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 18 - Idealistic | Idealist Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/18/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 17 - Love | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/17/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 16 - Podcast | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/16/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBettet Than Depression - Dec. 15 - Short Stories | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/15/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 14 - Imagination & Dreams | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/14/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 13 - Determination | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/13/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 12 - Dinner w/ my Sister | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/12/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 11 - Meds | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/11/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 10 - Heading Home | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/10/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBorderline Idealist - Episode 17 - Religion & Mental Health | Zyrah from So Unbelievably Borderline joins us to chat about religion and mental illness, and her experience with borderline personality disorder and being Muslim. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/9/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 09 - Home Cooked Meals | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/9/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 08 - Work Experience | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/8/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 07 - Arts & Crafts | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/7/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 06 - Lunch with Cris | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/6/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 05 - Morning | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/5/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 04 - Happy Memories | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/4/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 03 - Nights | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/3/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBorderline Idealist - Episode 16 - Mother of Son with BPD | Understanding borderline personality disorder through the eyes of a mother Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/2/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 02 - Party | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/2/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Dec. 01 - Espresso | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 12/1/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 30 - Empathy | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/30/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 29 - Psychologist | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/29/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 28 - Car | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/28/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 27 - Showers | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/27/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 26 - TV | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/26/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBorderline Idealist - Episode 15 - Introverts & BPD Holiday Survival Guide | Cris and I talk about our Thanksgiving and how being an introvert can make it difficult but interesting. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/25/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 25 - I've Got Life | Life is worth living! Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/25/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 24 - Charisma | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/24/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 23 - Travel with Cris | I get to go to the places I love with the person I love. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/23/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 22 - Thanksgiving | Thanksgiving is time with the ones that love you. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/22/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 21 - Friends | Friendships are better than depression. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/20/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 20 - Nachos! | Nachos, my comfort food that alleviates my depression. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/19/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 19 - I'm a loyal friend | I'm a good friend and that's a reason to be happy and not be depressed. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/18/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 18 - Family | Loving my family and having them with me keeps my depression at bay. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/17/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBorderline Idealist - Episode 14 - Postpartum Depression | We discuss with Jamila about postpartum depression and what friends and family can do to support a mother going through this ordeal. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/17/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 17 - Haircut | Something as small as a haircut can change your outlook on the world. #depression Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/16/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 16 - Music | Music is better than depression! Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/16/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 15 - Frida the kitten | My kitten Frida takes down my depression. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/14/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 14 - Poetry | Poetry is better than depression! Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/13/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 13 - Zoe the cat | Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/13/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanBetter Than Depression - Nov. 12 - Cris, my soulmate | My husband Cris is the reason I can fight my depression everyday. #depression #mentalhealth #infp Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/11/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 13 - Update On Our Lives | Update on AJ & Cris #infp #infj #bpd #depression #idealist Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/10/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 12 - Voting & Anxiety + BPD | Voting for elections and referendums as an introvert. Here is how we rock the vote! Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 11/3/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 11 - Social Media & Introverts | We discuss social media and introverts Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 10/30/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 10 - Procrastination and Motivation | How do we get over procrastination and find the motivation to do the things we love? Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 10/27/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 8 - Sexual Violence & PTSD | Kelly Vines tells her story about sexual assault and the aftermath which left her with post-traumatic stress disorder. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 10/25/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanSupport Our Mission! | Please consider supporting us Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 10/25/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 9 - Validation + BPD, Anxiety, & Depression | Searching for validation from our parents can leave us wanting more but also teach us life lessons. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 10/23/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 7 - BPD Relationships | We discuss being in a relationship with someone who has borderline personality disorder and the challenges that present themselves. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 10/16/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 6 - Misunderstandings & Misconceptions About Introverts & Extroverts | Just when you think you know someone, you find out an introvert or extrovert is not what you thought. Our special guest is the beautiful extrovert, Carmella Young. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 10/15/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 5 - Feelings in a Cold World | Are you ready to show your emotions? With all the negativity today, isn't it okay to be sensitive? Special guest: Issa the ISFJ Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 10/7/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 4 - When you Succeed | What does it mean to be successful? Is it the things that you can see or how it makes you feel? Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 10/2/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 3 - Standing up to Sigma | My husband Cristhtian, an INFJ, joins me to talk about stigma and how we can all learn from each other about the struggles we face if we take the time to be open. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 9/28/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 2 - Friendships | What it's like to be friends with an INFP and someone with BPD, and why our emotions make us such good friends. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 9/27/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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CleanEpisode 1 - Intro | An introduction to INFP+BPD, explaining what the Meyer-Briggs personality type INFP means and what the mental disorder borderline personality disorder is. I also expalin what someone with these two characteristics can contribute to the world. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://anchor.fm/borderlineidealist/support This podcast is sponsored by Anchor | 9/24/2018 | Free | View in iTunes |
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Customer Reviews
Awesome Podcast
I love this podcast! Everything is real and issues that really open my eyes on what it is like to have BPD or someone in your life with BPD. Thank you all for sharing the details about your life and bringing them to us each week!
You’re doing great!
Your content helps me as an extrovert understand introverts better. I am glad and thankful for your dedication to spreading love and awareness. :)
Bravo Zulu
I am so proud of you Ajani! You have so much strength within you. Your podcast has been very positive and informative. Listening to your podcast makes me smile even when I am feeling down. Keep up the good work Ajani and Chris. Love wins again!
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